in my minds eye
you throw forgivness at me
im just a toy to you
i bring no real joy to you
the way i see it
you dont want me here no more
you want a hole in my forhead
and blood pouring on the floor
cause im so dirty
fuckin dirty and shotty
i wanna bother this body
thats hated by everybody
SOMETIMES I DONT KNOW WHY
I CONTINUE TO TRY
ITS SO MUCH EASIER TO DIE THEN TO GET BY . . .
THEN TO GET BY. . .
THEN TO GET BY . . .
THEN
TO GET BY!